QUARANTEENING

INTRODUCTION.  

    This blog contains a series of stories that I’ve tried to bury deep inside me in order to not think about it ever again. There exist hundreds of these kind of stories in my life like anyone else, but few of them are too strong to just be kept inside, locked in silence forever. I get these weird thoughts about regrets and how I should have responded back to certain situations, how I should have reacted or what I should have done instead, I get these flashbacks too often even though I’ve completely let them go and forgiven all of it and myself. The only valid solution to this was to write them down, pouring myself out on pages. But I’ve been doing that for 5 years now and it helped me temporarily but then I would still fall a victim to my mind and heart. My heart has a good memory of exactly how it felt years ago even if I have forgotten few parts of the incident. The lessons I learnt are precious and awakening. That’s the reason I don’t really regret any of it and that I’m able to move on and finally accept the truth. So, narrating my stories to you gives me confidence and happiness since I’m bringing awareness and trying to relate to people my age and fuel them with self-love. Also, it’s quarantine, reconnect with your old memories, accept them and pick out all the lessons you learnt from them, you could use some of the lessons that I’ve learnt, maybe try to relate and give yourself the social detox that you need.